harbor ill will toward (someone or something)
harbor ill will toward (someone or something)
To continue to feel angry or hostile toward someone or something. I know you're supposed to forgive and forget, but I still harbor ill will toward Vince—I can't help it. She apologized, so I don't harbor any ill will toward her these days.
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