He said: "I would like to be able to go to her grave
and tell her that, although she is not here to see it, she produced a wonderful family which she could be so proud of."
"Our only reason for living now is to go to her grave
to bring her flowers and mourn her."
She'd love to be remembered for her Thai fishcakes or the creative things she can do with a chicken, but she will go to her grave
haunted by her drinkfuelled outburst at Carrow Road all those half-times ago.
Lady Beit, who was 90 when she died in 2005, was insistent that she wouldn't go to her grave
and leave the Foundation penniless.
"She has been going to Helin's grave for a long time and it seems to have helped her but now if we get sent back to Turkey, we can never go to her grave
"I go to her grave
twice a week I suppose, sometimes I chat to her, sometimes I don't.
She vowed to go to her grave
"still loving and remembering" him.